Mother Nature

Scary noises…

I guess to write a book you need some sort of imagination.

Imagination is something I have and have had since I was very little.

I was encouraged to have imagination – my Nana Parnell would tell me stories – stories that came from her head, without pictures or books. I had to guess what her characters looked like and think about what she was saying so I could imagine the setting. Often these stories would play in my head, like mini movies – I could see “Joe the Perentie, a big, lethargic goanna, walking slooowly along the bank of Todd River, before he flopped down to rest under the shade of a ghost gum.” Oh yeah, my Nana told The. Best. Stories. Ever! I miss her stories.

I can remember lying in my bed at night too scared to open the window because I was sure there was someone outside who would murder me. He’s coming for me! I would tell my despairing mother.

Yep. Bound to happen in a tiny town that has about five hundred people living in it. Good one, Fleur.

Anyway, I digress. Well not really. I have a thing about noises that go ‘bump in the night.’ I don’t like them.

This noise didn’t go bump, but went ‘Coo-hoooo. Coo-hoooo’ Now obviously living on a farm it is likely to be an owl or some kind of wildlife and yes, it sounded like an owl, but the point was I hadn’t HEARD it before. I didn’t like it because I hadn’t HEARD it before!

‘What is that?’ I asked one night after I’d listened to it for about the third night in a row.

‘Owl,’ the boss replied.

‘Doesn’t sound like an owl,’ I countered.

‘Owl,’ the boss said sternly, knowing my capability for turning a dog trotting down the path into a mob of cows thundering towards the house to eat us whole.

I didn’t believe him.

The next day I went searching and couldn’t find any evidence of an owl, anywhere. (Yes, yes. I can hear you saying it was day time… Not the point.)

Still wasn’t convinced it was an owl.

I kept searching – there had been heaps of pigeons bathing themselves in the sprinkler water and I saw one fly into a tea-tree. Then I heard the noise again – knew it wasn’t a bloody owl!

Baby birds at Fleur McDonald's farm

Baby birds at Fleur McDonald's farm

These two babies are what I found when I went searching and I’m CONVINCED it was their mum talking to the babies so THEY didn’t scared at  night!

Guest blog: Bush Babe of Oz

I’m really pleased to have Bush Babe from Oz blogging with me today. She’s a Rainbow.

She’s an awesome gal, photographer, worker and mum. We met through the Australia (or rather world)-shrinking device of Twitter; I was drawn to her beautiful photography and she was drawn by my… Well actually I’m not sure. I don’t think she’s ever told me! Whatever the reason I’m really happy to be able to call her a friend.

While you’re over checking out her blog (which has amazing photos, and laugh-out-loud blog tales) have a look at her 2012 calendar. You might still be able to order one or two, but if you miss out, I’ll have them in my gift pack, which is coming soon.

Anyhow, here’s how she came to be on a station ‘somewhere in Queensland”. Oh, and you can follow her over at Twitter here: @BushBabeofOz
 

My husband and I had had an interesting start to married life – within four years we had both had high-flying jobs, become parents to two gorgeous kids, given one job up to care for an extremely sick baby boy, watched him endure two heart surgeries, and bought and renovated a old house. Apparently we don’t like relaxing very much.

SO our decision to ‘Go Bush’ may have shocked our city friends, but actually came after great deliberation on our part.

It wasn’t like I went in with my eyes closed – I had grown up on the cattle property to which I was returning more than two decades after leaving, and I fully expected our move from city to country life to be a shock to my system.  I expected it to be quite hard to adjust to the lack of amenities, of entertainment, of social and medical networks.  I knew that mobile phone reception would be an intermittent luxury in my life, and that political heavyweights could not be expected to drop by for smoko, let alone make services to my new location a real priority.

Some friends questioned our sanity at leaving our regular wages and the security of our city home.  Some called me a romantic fool, and to be honest, I wondered if they were right?

Despite all this, after a couple of years of considering then another of planning, I thought I was mentally and physically ready to cope with taking my young family from the embrace of The Big Smoke to the Wilds of the Australian Bush.  I braced myself.

What I didn’t expect, and was really not prepared for, was that I would fall in love.  And it wasn’t a gentle floating feeling, my new relationship with the place I grew up.  I fell hard.  And fast. And spectacular.  It astonished me, how utterly beautiful it was. I had forgotten. Or maybe I had never quite noticed properly for a start.

I left this place as a teenager with a fire in my belly and a yearning in my soul for new experiences and new places. I spent my years away exploring the world and (in that navel-gazing manner that only those in their 20s can properly master) ‘discovering myself’.  I arrived home, set down my suitcases and looked around myself in wonder.

I know many people talk about making a “tree change” in their lives – finding a simpler, quieter alternative to the rat race they have grown to resent, and even hate.  We were not like that.  I had always enjoyed my city years – loved the big country town I had studied at, the major rural centre I had done my apprenticeship as a news photographer in, adored the sprawling coastal city that had nurtured me and given me so many incredible experiences as a reporter and as a resident, and revelled in the capital city that had allowed me to find my amazing husband, to discover a new career and to cater for the arrival of my children.

My father is a man of great determination and persuasion, a cattleman who could never imagine why anyone would want a life other than the one he loved, who never gave up on the idea that his eldest daughter was ‘just going through a bit of a phase’. He knew that I would eventually see reason and move back home.  My husband turned out to be a frustrated bushie – having grown up on a farm and chafing at the 12-hour desk-bound shifts he worked.  Our son was born with some serious heart issues – problems that were ‘fixed’ in his first year of life.  But that year – where I gave up my career to care of him – changed my outlook on life completely.   I became a mother, not just in the sense that I had given birth (although Lord knows that amazed me enough) but in that my world now revolved around my family.  Life was no longer about me.  And each decision I made became about them.  It was a new outlook that only intensified as my daughter arrived into the world, all dimples and ‘go get ‘em’ attitude.

As we watched these two cherubs grow into ‘real little people’, we considered schools and the future for our offspring. And we soon added another option into the equation: The Bush.  A place where we could bring up our children the way WE had been raised – exploring, riding, learning outdoors.  Where WE could be the major influence in their lives. I think it was news of a kidnapping at a nearby school that tipped us over the brink towards moving – we knew how lucky we were to have the opportunity to be there, and figured the added bonus of having plenty of cousins living nearby our potential new/old home sealed it.

We knew we would have to face the pressures that go hand-in-hand with country life: long distances, higher prices for essential goods, poorer health services, the heartache of seeing bad weather adversely affect our animals and income.  All these things weighed heavily.  And yet…

Arriving home…

It was drought-stricken when we drove down the winding dirt road towards the house I grew up in.  It was Christmas Eve 2006, and the familiar landscaped was utterly sucked dry of colour.  Sepia and dust.  But the gentle arms of the graceful gum trees standing on the last ridge seemed to welcome us, as did the soft breeze that cooled our faces as we stepped out of the red-dust coated car.  Home.

And as we unloaded the removal trucks, unpacked our mountains of luggage and celebrated Christmas with cousins… it began to rain.  It was (to my exhausted but happy mind) the final seal of approval from Mother Nature.  I’m not sure a city person can really know the true joy of rain – or experience the spontaneous invisible lifting of spirits that takes place in a bush homestead as heavy drops beat out their own rhythmic music on the corrugated iron roof.  It’s quite amazing to experience:  a fizzy feeling, like champagne in the veins.

Bush Babe of Oz

My Nikon was finally unpacked – my old ‘tool of the trade’ from my journalism days.  And my trigger finger began to itch.  At first the photo taking was random – the kids posing on a gate here, frolicking in the mud there.  A roo posing on a ridge here, my Dad lifting my son in front of the saddle for a quick ride there.  And then I couldn’t stop.  The potential photo opportunities filled my vision – the delicate beauty of rain on a gum leaf, the raw power of a sunset behind bottle tree silhouettes, the bizarre goose-stepping antics of a group of emus.  As my husband now often comments/complains:

‘If it hasn’t been photographed round here, it just hasn’t happened’.

There was no outlet for this flood of images – except the unfortunate friends whose inboxes were all filled with photo-laden emails from me.  I believe I was actually responsible for completely freezing a couple of accounts with my regular updates from the bush.  Oh dear!

Inviting the world in…

My sister came to the rescue – she’s a blogger, you see.  Now I had always thought of blogging (where someone shares their thoughts/opinions/images on a webpage known as a web-log) as ‘unnecessary sharing’.  Really, who needs to read about the lives of someone you have never met?  Share the intimate details of a person you may not even like in real life?  She patiently explained that blogging is whatever you make it.  She shared her own blog, which is witty and clever and funny.  She also showed me a fabulous blog called ‘Confessions of a Pioneer Woman’ – filled with amazing images and witty observations of a mother on the other side of the world.

And I looked at my hard drive, overflowing with images no-one ever got to see, reflections of a truly amazing place… and suddenly I felt selfish.  Surely the beauty I saw every single day around me needed to be shared?  Even if only my mother and my sister ever looked, at least I would have done SOMETHING with the hundreds of photos I was taking.

So, in 2007, I began my blog.  I christened this obscure little corner of internet real estate “Bush Babe” – Bush cause that’s where I live, and Babe because I had NO idea about anything internet-y (like a babe in the woods!).   Plus I like alliteration.  In retrospect, it wasn’t my smartest move – I hadn’t considered that people in North America might think it a political name.  Or that those with less worthy tastes might find me on a Google search. Goodness gracious me!  Luckily, the latter soon realise the only bare body bits to be seen belonged to bovines, and clicked off quick smart. Heh. *Cracks an imaginary whip above head*

Today this little ‘blog of mine draws around 300 hits a day, from people all over the world.  It never fails to amaze me that people are interested enough in my world to keep on coming back – but they do.  I share our landscapes, events like bush races, local campdrafts, the musters and explain the more technical processes employed on a cattle operation, like artificial insemination and embryo transfer.  I show the marvellous events put on by our tiny one-teacher school, and introduce each character we live with (human, equine and canine).  I even ask my visitors to help me decide on images for my annual Bush Calendar.*

I have yet to discover the ‘quiet country life’ so often imagined by my city friends – a demanding business, an endless stream of (very welcome) visitors and ever-ringing (landline) phone, not to mention the endless list of animals that require attention – ensures my life is more hectic than ever before.

I cannot imagine life without blogging, just as I cannot visualise my world being based anywhere but the Australian bush.  I am constantly amazed and reassured (through those who visit my blog) that people the world over share the same things – a desire for happiness, to revel in good family relationships, to see their children grow strong and confident, and to be in touch with Nature.   It matters not whether they are in New York city, in an Alaskan town, the Swiss Alps, a South African high-rise, a New Zealand farm or somewhere else in the vast Australian countryside.

My community are those who share the wonderful piece of Terra Australis where I base my life, those who inhabit the nearby small towns and whose spirits are larger and more colourful that the few streets that bound them, and those from around the globe who see the magic here too and visit virtually.

You can call me a romantic fool.  And I would usually be the first to agree.  But as I contemplate the view from my patio now, of children running madly with a puppy and horses grazing contentedly on a ridge to the east, I don’t think I have ever done anything less foolish in my life…

 

*The 2012 Bush Calendar is available from Amanda’s blog: www.bushbabeofoz.com

10% of profits will be donated to HeartKids Australia.

 

Frustration at it’s best (or worst!)

I don’t think I’ve ever seen a start to the thunderstorm season like the one we’ve had this year! If you go back to a previous couple of blogs, you’ll read that we have had about 40mm over the last week or so. Well you can make that about 50mm now!

The sheep always camp up when there is a storm due – you can learn a lot about the weather by watching nature and it’s creatures. They will know something is going to happen, long before us humans do. These sheep have made themselves comfortable on a dam bank as one of the weekends’ storms roll through.

sheep and thunderstorms by Fleur McDonald - voice of the outback

sheep huddle around the dam

Tuesday night we had a massive storm with ferocious lightening, and thunder that just about lifted us from our beds. And rain. When we awoke, the sky was blue and not a cloud in it – or so we thought from looking out of the bedroom window.

After a coffee, the boss thought he was awake enough to venture out to the rain gauge. While he was out there I started making the lunches – only to be interrupted by the power going out and a huge clap of thunder. I curiously looked towards the window, then I saw it.

Even though the sky behind me was blue, towards the coast was black. As the cloud moved in, the brightness of the morning faded, but not before I snapped this shot of the brilliant bougainvilleas with the cloud barring down on us.

bouganvillia by Fleur McDonald - voice of the outback

Bouganvillia, blue skies & thunderstorms

I think this harvest is going to be very frustrating.

 

Sometimes, windows are my eyes

Views from my windows

Views from my windows

Last week, after many power outages and surges, the microwave blew up closely followed by the TV. I’m not casting any aspersions that the power caused the demise of my two electrical appliances, but it does seem coincidental.

We rarely watch TV and I thought I hardly used the microwave…  However not two days after the microwave died, there was a new one on my bench. It seems I often forget to get the meat out of the freezer, and as tea gets closer the microwave gets overworked defrosting it. “You could be more organised,” I hear you say? Yep. I could be.

The TV hasn’t yet been replaced. I’m not sure what that says about us, but there you go!

Last night, however, I had a chocolate-like craving to flop in front of the TV and watch something that didn’t require my concentration. What makes something you can’t have become so appealing?

Anyway, it got me thinking. I’ve since likened TV to windows. We look through rectangular screens to see what is happening on the other side.

I have a gorgeous pink bottle-brush tree outside my office window and I often see Honey Eaters (or Mickey Minors) dancing among the branches; their beaks deep in the wattle blossoms.

The Honey Eaters are also brilliant guard dogs. The amount of noise they make if a snake is around (even if I haven’t seen it) will send me rushing for the shovel.

Our dogs don’t like being apart from us and while I was doing the dishes a few weeks ago, Weasel’s head suddenly appeared at the kitchen window to say “Hi!”  That made me laugh.

Windows are particularly versatile. Unlike TV, you can see through from both sides. Rocket’s favourite spot, when we are outside and he is inside, is peering out the office window wishing he was with us.

Of course, windows can be used as mirrors and I have caught the kids doing the wrong (and occasionally the right) thing, by sitting in the lounge and watching their reflections in the window. It gives a whole new meaning to the ‘eyes in the back of your head’ saying.

So my windows provide me with more than enough entertainment and I doubt that our TV will get replaced much before the cricket season. Of course we will need a new on then to watch the Aussies roll the New Zealanders.

I wonder what views you guys have outside your window? I’d love to see some of them uploaded to my Facebook page.

Colours of the rainbow… um, titles!

 

A question I’m often asked is, ‘Why are there always colours in your book titles?’

It’s a question with many answers, but the main one for me is the colours of the land. This photo is a prime example – brilliant white sheep against dark, rich green grass and a fluorescent canola crop in the background. It’s a beautiful view.

The colours of Australia mean so many different things to me. I love the red of the Northern Territory — a place I spent a lot of time as a kid — the purple of the mid-north of SA and the green of Esperance, where I live now.

All these places have their own special beauty and, as I keep trying to explain to the boss, it has nothing to do with productivity (farm wise). It’s the splendour of the land that we are lucky to live in.

Hence the colours in my titles!

Favourite views

These are my favourite views of our farm.

It seems to say everything about it – natural (all the bush that has been left as stock shelters), fertile (that dark green is a lovely, healthy looking barley crop), undulating.

Then the man made things – good fences and a great road that also acts as a laneway.

And as per my ‘signature’ I love all the different colours; especially the brilliant white of the shorn sheep against the green of the paddocks.

The bush on our farm was cleared by a man who understood stock. My father-in-law lived and breathed them; understood their every movement. We can lamb in the middle of freezing weather and know that our lambs will live because of the way the bush was cleared and the amount he left as shelter.

My husband has the same unique ability to understand animals. It makes working with them so much easier.

A ray of hope

I can honestly say, this is my least favourite time of the year. Yes, believe it or not, I do think like this at times!

Like Wednesday when we preg-tested 1600 ewes in 35 degree heat, the dust swirling around us like a dust storm, or Thursday, when I spent only about two hours in the sheep yards. By the time I came out, I was black with dirt, every time I closed my mouth, I could feel the crunch of dirt on my teeth and no matter how many times, I licked my lips (yes you have to do that instead of butting on lip balm, otherwise the dirt will stick to it) they were still dry from the howling winds.

When I went to feed the cows, the ‘fines’ (which is the minute hay particles of clover and ryegrass) blew all over me and gave me a quick onset of hay fever and I sneezed until my eyes watered and my nose ran!

Now this ‘time’ of the year doesn’t have to be right now. It can be later or earlier in the year. What I mean by that is, it’s the time before the opening rains come, that I hate. It’s when soil has had enough of being dry, when the grasses have broken down and the ground is crying for a drink. The winds blow strongly, making the ground even drier and evaporating water from the already low dams.

As foul as it sounds (and when you live it, it’s just gross!) there is always an end. Thursday afternoon we had 7.6mm of rain. Now that wasn’t enough to make a difference or be an opening rain, but it was enough to dampen down the dust and give us hope. But when we had another 10mm during Friday night, we started to smile.

It’s slightly too early to think the break of the season is here, but it’s a start and this photo is what my Friday afternoon of hope, looked like!

Things that make go, hmm!

I’m continually amazed at what I see in the sea, on the beaches or in National Parks, around Esperance. I guess coming from the mid-north of South Australia, I was pretty used to seeing Kangaroos, Emus and the odd King Brown snake, but we never saw anything different or exciting!


Yesterday, at one of the main beaches, in Esperance, I watched a shark swim around the jetty, in maybe three feet of water – I was both excited and scared when I saw how shallow the water was, where it was swimming. I’m not much of a beach swimmer and I think I’ve just been put off for life!

The kids and I also watched two sea lions, frolic and fight for their tea. When one of them grabbed a fish, the other would chase it, in and around the jetty pilings, causing us to run from one side of the jetty, to the other and gasp with delight at their antics. The seagulls, of course, had to be involved and launched air attacks, trying to steal the fish, from their mouths.

Then there was a big ole seal, which was flopped on the beach, just under the local café/caravan that’s parked on the beach. I have to say, I wondered if he was alive and I asked Rochelle if she would like to poke him. He must have heard me, because as I finished the question, he raised his head, looked straight at us and flopped down, with a snort! He obviously didn’t appreciate my question!

That was just yesterday, but I’ve seen sting rays, echidnas, strange and dangerous snakes, different types of fish and I think of the most amazing things I’ve seen was a large tree trunk, which had fallen off a ship, and washed up on our local beach. It was wider than me, taller than me and about eighty feet long. I’ve often wondered where it came from and how long it took to get pushed ashore, on our beach.

Shearing and storms

We started our main shearing on Monday – a busy time, but it’s always fun! I love the smell of the wool as it gets thrown on to the wool table and the hustle and bustle of the shed. Music blares out from the inside of the shed; it’s the only time we work in the yards to music, and the sheep, as they are stripped of their wool, come out looking rather bemused about what has just happened!

Yesterday was a bit full on though! There were forecasts of thunder storms, later in the day, so we needed to make sure that we kept the sheep dry (can’t shear wet sheep!)

We pulled the combine and augers, out from the machinery shed, put in transportable panels and filled it to the brim with sheep – all the while, the black clouds were getting closer and closer.

We still hadn’t managed to get them all under cover, so we shoved and pushed them into every little spot that had a roof and finally, as the heavens broke open, at about 10am, they were all in areas that would keep them dry.

The thunder and lightning was spectacular, the drops of rain, huge! But then it all stopped and the humidity went through the roof. Not pleasant conditions to be working sheep in.

Once again, though, Esperance didn’t let us down (we were still missing a season – we’d had three!). By 4pm, the wind had gone around to the south and it was cold! Then started the slow and steady drum of rain… 15mm later! Wonderful!

Walking on the Rock!

Well, it’s not “Raining on the Rock” (John Williamson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IcgPdppG_k ) but we’ve been walking on the rock!

On a cooler day, we thought it was safe enough to go for a bit of an explore. The hill is basically made from granite, with crevices of soil that allow native pines, and all sorts of bush, to grow on parts of it.

You can see marks, where the water seeps down when it rains, but I’ve never seen anything that would resemble a waterfall – just water coming from seemly nowhere, oozing its way down the hill.

We clambered all over this huge rock, marveling at its eco system (while hoping not to see any of its native reptiles aka tiger snakes or death adders). The Wedge Tail eagles that soar above us, when we are at the house, still seemed as far away from the top of the hill, as when we were below.

But we did see these beautiful wild flowers and although they were blooming with vigor then, two days of above 30 degrees has almost finished our season – the grass has put up the seed heads, the canola has turned from a bright yellow to a gray/green, the pods in place of flowers and the wild flowers seem to think their time is up too. Summer is on its way.

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